The past few months…

23 Mar

have been crazy. I obviously haven’t blogged regularly (when I should have). While things have been utterly chaotic I have also let all of my goals sort of slide to the back of the list. I really don’t like that I did that to myself. Blahhh. Well I’m jumping back on the productivity train and I am working towards my goals one day at a time!

Here’s my goals for the next few months until my birthday in July:

–drop 30 pounds. This is an extremely realistic goal and something that I think I can achieve with some determination and hard work.

–de-clutter and only keep the things that I need. I feel like I am always decluttering. I don’t understand why but I just know that it happens. So from here on out I will be making sure that all purchases I make are not creating more clutter but are useful.

–eat between 1400-1800 calories a day. Yeah, those 3,000+ calorie binges….not happening anymore.

 

In general I want to be more organized and have life “in order”. I am so tired of feeling crazy busy, not sure of what if happening, etc. I want to know my plans, have them written out and then do them. So here we go. :D

 

A new blank slate.

17 Nov

Okay so recently I have seen more and more pictures of me and I am disgusted with what I look like… Have I really let it get that bad!? I am dissappointed with myself. I have done this before [losing around 20 pounds and falling off of the wagon]. This is downright ridiculous. I hate the way I look, I can’t shop for clothes without getting pissy, I constantly wish I looked like a super model. I’ll admit the last few weeks I haven’t been trying but I really need to start trying. I’m tired of looking at pictures of myself and being completely disgusted. I can’t do this to myself anymore. I will be weighing in on the first of every single month no matter what. My starting weight is set at 229.4 and hopefully before mid-december I will be seeing 220. (: My goal is to be in between 135-140 pounds consistently and be happy with how I look. Once I am married & start having children I want to have a cute baby bump and with my weight right now I can’t even tell you if there would be a baby bump at all! It’s so frustrating but I am willing to do something about it! I’m hoping to weigh 135 by April 2012. This month is important to me because it will be my two year anniversary with my boyfriend and I want to give both of us the best gift ever… ME BEING HAPPY WITH MYSELF (: Feel free to encourage/discuss your weight loss in the comments section (:

 

How things have been going (:

21 Oct

It’s day 9 of me changing my lifestyle and eating healthier and I wanted to share my thoughts and experiences over the past 9 days. I didn’t really get serious about tracking my food until day 7. I was tracking my breakfast, lunch & snacks but was slacking on the tracking at dinner. After yo-yo[ing] for a week plus with my eats I decided to post here what I have seen that needs changes.

1] My calorie range is between 1400-1600. I was going waaay over that budget. [uhm hello self if there isn't a deficit then there isn't weight loss]

2] Hydration: I was only drinking around 32 ounces a day. I am confused because some websites say that you should drink 64 oz a day and some say you should drink half of your body weight. So this would mean that I am supposed to be drinking 112.5 ounces of water per day. WOW. I love water but 112.5 ounces is a lot… I feel like I can only push so much water through my system per day!

3] The foods that I was eating were foods that were not whole and filling to me. Over the past 3 days I have begun eating more whole, filling foods and I feel full so much quicker now!

4] Fiber. So apparently according to various sources my fiber intake should be between 25-35 grams per day. Currently my intake is averaging around 15 grams per day. So I am going to try to eat more fiber rich foods.

5] I wasn’t moving a lot because I was out of energy…. Well I was out of energy because I wasn’t eating well or treating my body how it deserved to be treated. Now I am parking farther away and trying to get more walks and workouts in.

6] Sleep: in order to effectively lose weight you need to get at least 8 hours of sleep per night. I usually get somewhere in between 5-7 hours each night and I found that if I go to bed earlier and sleep for 8 hours that I wake up happier & have more energy for the coming day.

^These are just a few things that I have found that once they are improved have helped me. ^

A few days ago I took a trip to Albertson’s & Trader Joe’s and picked up a bunch of healthy filling foods & they have made meals very interesting. For example, my brown rice & stir fry comes in at 236 calories per serving [1 cup brown rice 1 cup stir fry veggies]! I am instantly full and  since it is lower in calories if I am feeling very hungry I can have a double portion and be totally okay with it! I also picked up some of my favorite frozen pasta from Trader Joe’s. After consciously eating healthy I have felt so alive & energetic the past few days. I feel like I am in someone else’s body but I absolutely love feeling this change. This is a plan that I can continue living on as a lifestyle and not a “quick fix”. I am overjoyed with where this lifestyle change has taken me.

Here is what I ate yesterday on a normal day (:

Breakfast: 2 egg omelet with 1/4 cup shredded cheese and a vanilla yogurt [330 calories]

Lunch/Snacks: 2 cups Tomato Soup, 1/4 cup Mozzarella Cheese, 1 Chocolate Pudding cup,  1 Fiber Bar, 1 pre-packaged Starbucks Frappucino Mocha Light [610 calories]

Dinner: Stir fry Veggies with Brown Rice, 1 Skinny Cow Vanilla Ice Cream Sandwich [386 calories]

Snack: 2% Cottage Cheese [90 calories]

My total calories for yesterday was 1327. I was surprisingly under on my calories [completely by accident] but was full ALL day long! I never went hungry or wished I had eaten more. It’s ironic because some days I would be filling up on junk at around 2,000+ calories and still be hungry but I am consciously eating more whole foods and am stuffed at 1327 calories. It’s a good thing for me though (: I am looking forward to these next stages in life and I cannot wait to show off my weight loss to everyone!

I’m thankful for….

20 Oct

Hello beautiful sunset! I absolutely love how calming, relaxing, refreshing and romantic it is to sit and watch the sun set over the ocean. I am so thankful for those little moments that rejuvenate me throughout the day!

What I am thankful for…

14 Oct

Over this past week things have been insanely busy with work, school & life in general and now I am getting sick.  I’m so grateful for sleep. I’ve been going to bed around 10 pm every night lately {usually it’s around 12 that I hit the hay} so I have felt very well rested. I am thankful that I have a nice comfy, cozy bed that keeps me warm at night!

 

More posts will be up soon.. this week has been chaotic!

Journal your heart out…

12 Oct

I absolutely love journaling. The boyfriend can tell you this is true. So when the opportunity arose for me to purchase a food journal [which I normally keep anyways] I jumped on it!

I saw this journal on the blog www.questionsfordessert.com by krissie I looked into it instantly. I like to journal my eats because A) I’m on the journey to losing about 90 pounds so it’s always nice to track what I am eating B) When it comes to weight loss it’s all about numbers for me 3) It’s compact & organized…They think about all the little things you might want in the journal and leave extra space for you to write in extra stuff. Today was my first day using the journal and I absolutely *LOVED* it (:

DISCLAIMER: THIS LOG DOES NOT INCLUDE MY DINNER OR DESSERT FOR THE NIGHT… THIS PAGE IS JUST A SAMPLE PAGE SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT THE JOURNAL IS LIKE. I EAT BETWEEN 1400-1600 CALORIES A DAY AND COULD NEVER GO LOWER.

I love being aware of what is going in my mouth and what I am eating throughout the day. Another great feature in this journal is the Goals section. Here is mine all filled out (: [well kinda filled out...after my doctor's  appointment in a few weeks all of my information will be in there... I have a few before pics to put in there but I haven't made it to Costco yet to get them printed!]

 

 

There also check in sections at the end of the book where you can track your measurements every month or so. Sometimes you lose inches without losing pounds so this is a great tool especially during a plateau.

Disclaimer #2: I was not paid to/asked to endorse this product. This is a product I purchased with my own money and genuinely like and want to share on the bloggie with you. I try to inform my readers of great products that I absolutely love and incorporate into my daily life!

 

Something to talk about: How do you feel about journaling your eats during the day? Is it too much for you or does it help to keep you on track?

The 6 month anniversary thang (:

11 Oct

April 2, 2010 is a day that I will always remember. It’s the day I started dating the boyfriend. The day my life got better by 100%. October 2, 2010 was our six month anniversary and boy was I in for a treat. Boyfriend had been kind of secretive with these 6 month plans….which I really liked! There’s lots of pics so be ready (: We started off the day by going to our American Sign Language Class. Gotta love school eh? Then we took a stroll around the mall where I spent moolah on some new candles from Bath & Body Works [Mint Chocolate anyone?] and got a new pair of light wash jeans. As we were driving home from the mall the boyfriend got a phone call that my promise ring was ready {finally..it feels like I’ve waited ages but it’s really only been 6 weeks}. After those shenanigans we went happily along on our way for our date.  The boyfriend took me to Orange County Mining Company. This restaurant is on a hill overlooking the city and it’s absolutely gorgeous! Hellllooo gorgeous view. This view is from our table at “the lounge” {where you wait to be seated}. I would have been thrilled to sit here all night long it was so gorgeous! It was a gorgeous night out! I couldn’t help myself from taking a few pictures! Here’s the boyfriend {i’m gunna gush about how cute he is so be ready}… He’s so stinking cute! I love that man so much <3

I need more pictures of the two of us for our scrapbook that I am making and this seemed like the perfect photo opportunity. Then while the sun was setting the boyfriend pulled this bag off the table and pulled something very shiny and gorgeous out of it! Check out this gorgeous promise ring! Isn’t she a beauty. I’ll admit that I got to see it before it was given to me but I was still overwhelmed with happiness when I finally got it!

The boyfriend is such a sweet man and I couldn’t be any happier.


Something to talk about: Have you ever received any promise rings? If so, what is/was the story behind yours?

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